Shiva/Variance

enter; access,
let me find the way
inside
 
inside your heart,
inside your soul,
touching your life
 
feel and experience
your being;
breathe the essence
of your life
 
to know you without asking
be you without wondering
what you think or
what you need
 
to become one
 
feel your presence in the air;
not be afraid to speak of you
move past this diversity
and on with my life,
my love
 
my heart reaches out
into so many directions
I want to fulfill them all
I cannot even describe them all
 
to reveal you;
help me
focus upon you,
upon my love
 
expressing each other
to each other;
 
variance
 
delve into each other’s
consciousness
swimming in the sounds of deep love
and fascination
collapse into each other’s vision
creating new life
new possibilities—
growth beyond present expectations
 
to arise forever, again
 
becoming, revealing
no fear left
 
overcoming odds,
strength merging
within friendship,
becoming closer
 
never forgetting,
I love you and
I love all
 
not afraid of others
thoughts on/and
actions of becoming
 
being in changing
with me, for them
for you
 
devoted,
I love you;
 
I love
 
 
-Via Angeline Kali

Spontaneous Nature, Naked

Salvation screams through misplaced desires,
Illusions of sanity sold and told
Lost inside the desire to own.
Surrounded by comforts and a good life
But is it life that is good or what you posses?
The easiest person to fool is yourself
Caught in the trap of complexities:
Mental manipulation
Bombarded influences
Defenses up constantly,
An undercurrent of anxiety.
 
Most of them come with
People who are named
After themselves,
Personality traits forgotten,
Hiding behind the scenes of life
With something else besides themselves
Leading them astray.
 
Let go of all preconceived notions
Of thought and reality,
Failing fast in liberation’s grasp;
Acknowledgement of what you can live without.
Realization of the value of nothing,
The value of your mind, the strength within yourself.
Surpassing thoughts and indecisions,
An awakened meditation through every day.
 
Excuses fail effectiveness, in repetition;
Simplicity is the art of longevity
And clears the way to yourself, to
Your peace passing on a path
Enlightened from your life.
A mind transcends location
Is worth more than any thing;
Freedom comes from within
The value of nothing.
 
 
-Via Angeline Kali

Sunrise

Retreating into love
By habit or default
Relapsing into remembrances
Unable to resist
 
I had a feeling I would
Come up with
Something like love,
A muse to pass the time away
 
I liked the idea of you
Passing through my life
Forging lies into beliefs
Holding dreams in fantasies
 
But I won’t let myself
Fall in love with you
(over and over) again,
I do not believe in you
 
I don’t want to think of you
Anymore, I cannot;
Stolen thoughts create my escape
Through paths of desire
 
Now there is someone
Greater than you
To get addicted to,
A new-found euphoria
 
Collecting my adoration,
Commissioned
Into merciless surrender
(Forever, of course)
 
 
-Via Angeline Kali

Ajña

Intuition speaks through higher demands
And I think I shall be reformed,
Into what but my higher ideals?
I release my predictions
On how it should be,
Release my restrictions
Of wanting and being;
I let it all go
To move on, to wonder
And let passion become reality.
 
Be true to myself;
I behave like I believe,
In tandem with my intents.
Not manipulated by fears
Or expectations of me;
I will not compare myself
To others, or others to me;
I will neither condemn nor defend,
I relinquish the need to defend,
My point of view abject.
I perform in truce
(I am more than that).
 
What feeling, what slowing;
Sense mystery and mastery
Without thought opening.
I awaken each day in humility
In awe of the powers of
Nature and spirit.
Divinity within all,
Emanating from everything
Around me, within me,
Creating life
In a balanced achievement.
 
Trying pollutes action, and
My will in nature breathes
As it comes to me, breaking free:
There is so much to give,
So much to live;
I see the beauty in everything
Shining through.
No reservations restricting
Or forming fears,
I care for my effects
Upon this world.
I intend no harm.
I am at peace.
 
 
-Via Angeline Kali

I had a candle burning

I had a candle burning
And I wrote down our lullaby,
In search of your memory
As tears betray my face.
 
I felt lost and confused
I cried for you, for wanting you
And wanting to set you free
From the constraints of
Time and history.
 
It’s hard to say goodbye
When a love so strong
Has come to an end;
Why ever try again?
 
 
-Via Angeline Kali

Glow

Sliding into the sun
I find you inside my dreams,
  Waiting.
Enraptured, I see through everyone
Into your eyes instead.
Overwhelmed by warmth in lush effects
I feel your magic everywhere
Enticing me, inviting;
Mystified under your spell.
 
I feel a thousand lifetimes of wanting you
In every moment of desire
As sweetness whispers upon my lips,
  I give you my tomorrow,
  Enchanted with each day,
As I follow love into your heart
Where shines the sun forever.
 
 
-Via Angeline Kali

Music

The rhythm of life
Breathing;
A thought exhaling,
 
Singing melodies
On my
Mind,
Of my soul.
 
Rivers dancing through the skies,
Oceans shining on the clouds,
Sparkling lights reflecting
An eternity of grace
In hopes of rain.
 
A lullaby of
Sunlight
Touching
The ground
 
With love’s compassion,
In tears of salvation,
In tears of hope,
Unending;
Saving souls from despair.
 
The freedom of a
Bird landing,
Touching;
 
A flower growing, opening
With life; bliss and memories,
Music is poetry without words
 
And brings me to tears,
In mercy with silence
That cannot be
Contained.
 
A moment,
Music contains life
Speaking through the heart
In a rush of desire.
 
A universe of ecstasy
In a single note,
Shimmering through
An exploration of senses.
Music is love fulfilling
 
Itself in passions
Tasted alive;
Vitality in
Abstract awareness,
Music is a measureless
Dream.
 
 
-Via Angeline Kali